50 Things you want to do before your time is up.

Dear FutureMe, Here are a list of things that you composed your sophomore year of high at 1553 Smith Street Rhode Island 2010 5 years ago. I know that things have changed but know that haven't deep inside. I hope things are better than they were in this year. Remember two things: Rest in peace Keri and live life like you'll live forever. Oh, and if you've forgotten get in contact with Amanda Leather or Johnna Macaruso. Hopefully those names are still fresh in your memory like that are today. Anywho getting off topic as always. P.S I hope you still use this e-mail. It'd be a shame if you found at a time later than I sent it to you. Once again..Enjoy! :) 1. Actually finish one of my novels. Preferably Fire is Blue 2. Actually buy my camcorder before the end of this year so I can start my film making career. 3. Go to California and visit tons of different Production studios. 4. Go to Forks and see all that Twilight jazz (idc what you think, i'll be a total dork and soak that shizzle up!.) 5. Marry Jackson Rathbone (I know unrealistic but I can dream) 6. Convince someone that I'm from Britain with my British accent :) 7. Get my guitar tuned and learn different songs to play all day. 8. Decorate a room the way I want to, oh and not share it with anyone 9. Get 1,000 songs on my iPod that I actually listen to on a daily basis. 10. Choreagraph an entire dance with no one's help. 11. Create tons of Parodies that everyone will laugh about 20 years from now. 12. Make National Honor Society. 13. Go to college and make my parents happy. 14. Direct a music video for Paramore 15. Meet Paramore (ALL band members) 16. Meet the cast of Twilight ( call me a dork, call me cool, call me a noob but I wanna do it, no judgements) 17. Meet the cast of every show I like I should say. 18. Sing a duet with Hayley Williams (As i said before I can dream) 19.Go see Lion King on Brodway 20. Stay in the shiftiest Motel on earth 21. Climb the moutain I climbed in Dominican Republic one last time with the same people who did it with me. 22. Audition for a play that I would actually enjoy performing in without stressing about letting people down and messing up and looking like a total complete fool and have people mock me for 10 years (even though that's all in my head :D 23. Give away 100 dollars to a random homeless person who I know will use it to better their lives. 24.Meet OneRepublic 25.Be the best, coolest, understanding Mother yet. 26. Be the best Wife to my husband 27. Shoot a film that will drastically alter the way humans see the world. 28. Learn how to play a song on the Piano (perferably a Coldplay song ooo or Beethoven) 29. Sing to a huge crowd like I've been performing since I popped out of the womb. 30. Doing some of the things the Buried Life did (but that's a whole other list right?) 31. Getting my novel published before I turn 17 32. Live long enough to see a Time machine be built (again I can dream) 33. Go skydiving 34.Let my children experiment any way possible (perferably not with drugs or the law :) 35.Let myself experiment defenitely without drugs or the law 36. See the world (The parts that I WANT TO see ;) 37. Sit on my couch/bed and watch a marthon of classic movies that I've never seen before. 39. Have a huge house party and then pay someone to clean all the mess up. 40. Finish this list before I become tired of it haha 42. Go to my high school reunion and have people see how successful I became and regret not being friends with me :D HA! 43. Have my husband shop for food, while I stay inside the cart playing "dinosaurs" :) 44. Than have my husband race me to the car while I'm still in the shopping cart. 45. Idk...become a YouTube partner? (random mehh -__-) 46. Cry over something that is completely random because I think it's so "beautiful" 47.See Tuck Everlasting and read The Last Lecture when I loose track of time and become stressed over small things. 48. Repay my parents back in gum...just kidding! Spoil them rotten for raising me to be the person I am today. 49. Pull the biggest prank like the one I saw on YouTube when those people froze in the middle of Central Station which in turn made people doubt their sanity. 50. Smile before I take my last breaths on this earth because leaving this beautiful world will be sad but knowing that I get to see everyone else on the other side will be the greatest adventure I'll take in a lifetime. Cross these things off the list If you've already done them and keep them close to your heart. These were your deepest desires at such a young age and with your tenacity anything is possible. I know it is. And if someone happens to read this and I'm..well for the lack of the better word dead. Than keep it as a token and realize that I'll live on forever.