Why??? Why NOW???

Dear FutureMe, When you wrote this e-mail, you just knew this local girl for less than 1 week yet you are falling in love with her beauty and innocence. She is the Perfect girl for you; she is beautiful, intelligent, tall, ....everything. you have been in this god damn place for more than 7 months but WHY DID YOU ONLY MET HER NOW??? WHY??? I mean why not 6 months ago? Why not even a month ago? Now you are going back in about 10 days and what at first seems like a dreadfully long days has turned into a speeding bullet. I DONT WANT TO GO BACK!! But how bout your responsibilities back home? How bout all your commitments back home? HOW ABOUT YOUR FAMILY BACK HOME??? I am soo confused now. You are thinking of extending my work here indefenitely for this girl you just knew for less than 1 week. Is that stupid of you? or is it taking the chance... you have about a week to clear this out...What to do? Pleasee TELL ME!???... WHAT DID YOU DO???/