How's being a farther?

Dear FutureMe, As I write this I have 3 months until I become a farther for the first time! I sit here scared and worried about the future, how Ill pay for the little one? will this change our plans to move to Oz? But I also sit here looking forward to meeting my child, watching him/her grow. The days are flying by into weeks and weeks into months, it won't be long before we meet, So when I get this in about a year's time. I hope that I will have looked into those little eyes and all my fears will just go. I do hope I will also feel a lot better than I feel know, maybe even sitting on the beach in Oz as a family with the worries I have now all gone. Well just reading what I have already written I am starting to look forward to the future, I hope that Ill look back at this and think to myself "what the hell was the mater with me" Finger's crossed all went well with the birth and Michelle and the baby are happy and healthy and I have got over myself. Hope you have had the best of luck Myself