Blunderer from the past!

Dear FutureMe, 32 huh? Do you feel old? I know, I know. Stupid. If you're still struggling the way I am right now, it's probably best that you cut your losses and move on. If you haven't done some fine-ass blond girl by now, you're a straight loser. Really. It's pathetic. If you haven't figured out at least minimally how to live your life happily by now, you're probably just fucked. I can't be too hard on you I guess. I really do hope you're happy and successful in whatever angle you chose to exploit. What else can I say to you? Today is the second day of the fair and I snuck in yesterday through that old rusty gate behind the grandstands. I saw a girl that I've been trying to find and still didn't set up a date with her. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing just yet. I have to work tonight at Our Place. Cooking is so dirty... I hope you have a job that doesn't involve food. I hope it has something to do with music, and I hope you're still doing Urine. No one likes that name, but they sure remember it! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously though: women are a pain in the ass, but they are so good. Don't put up with too much shit, but don't be afraid to put up with a little in order to be happy. My heart goes out to you. I'm a little emotional right now. You old sentimental fool! Don't forget to smile and be happy above all else. If there's something troubling you, just remember that it will pass. I love you and I'm keeping you in my thoughts. For your sake and mine. I want to send you letter after letter! perhaps this will not be the last