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Dear FutureMe, 10th Sept 2003- you are busy with a new career, new relationship, and building a business on the side to set you financially free. But remember what is important- spend time with the family and if you haven't spoken to any of them in the last month, phone them now! Go for a picnic at midnight under full moon, even if by yourself. Walk around barefoot in the grass. Have you sky-dived yet? Deal with any hurt. Remember, God has a plan and He has poured His favour on you- even in the tough times. Make friends with a kid - keep you real. Make friends with someone old- keep you humble. You are someone I am proud of and I don't want you to change for the worse or to stagnate. Check your character. Have tons of fun. I am sorry things have been tough at times, but they were weights in life's gym and you needed them to develop and become stronger. God loves you tons. Jesus proved it. Spoil yourself. Soon you should be able to do almost everything you want. The work will pay off, your dreams will be realised and you will be free. I know you think this is psycho typing to yorself so have a laugh. If things with J don't work out u better take a time out from the dating scene COMPLETELY. Ignore that it is fun and focus on the future. Delayed gratification is good. Remember, if not with right person, being single is awesome. Cheers for now, me PS: How big has the business got? ;)