It's me on Nov 7, 2005

Dear FutureMe, I want to say so much, but do not know where to begin with... Graduated; yet, do not know what to do with my life. Met my soulmate; yet, do not know whether we have any future together. Love my mom; yet, keep miscommunicating with her Have a lot of physical pain; yet, have no faith that it'll be over someday. Stopped thinking about suicide since April 2005. Don't want to live for a long time. And you know what, I start to experience life as it is.