A letter from January 26th, 2018

Dear myself, 2016 and 2017 were eventful years, weren't they? You lost someone who you really loved, and at this moment you still love them, unusually. I hope that you're still alive, as I know you've done many things to yourself and you have had many thought of suicide. Yet, chin up, gorgeous. People care about you and they love you. Don't forget that! Right now, there are a few people named Dan, Trent, Faith, Nicole, Avery, Arianna, Amber, Tas, Kacper, Stef, Mila and a few others who right now, they make you feel worth something. Although, you're not on the best terms with some, and you seem to be losing friends quickly. Do you remember you had an addiction to BTS and other artists? XXXTentacion was honestly dad. Remember all of those old series you used to watch, like Samgladiator and many various MSP series? Ah, I doubt that game is still around yet it was most of your childhood. I hope all is well! I'll be sending more to update you on everything!