A letter from January 17th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, I write this letter few hours before getting to know the results of the first semester of my second year . I saw a status on facebook about this website where u can send a letter to your future self and recieve it years later , and i thought it would be a great idea recieving this letter or maybe letters where i remind u of some of the moments that u would have forgotten by then . U graduated now i guess , finished ur five years(if not more) thing that looks pretty far and even a little unreachable right now .. i guess u've suffered so much going through these years of continuous torture i feel u and i bet u feel me too , i can't deny i'm really terrified of the results i'm getting to know tomorrow , i have strong feelings i'm going to be very disappointed and that i'm gonna be having some harsh work to do for the coming two weeks , but i believe i will breathtakingly get over this just the way i got through so many similar things in the past. And i hope u did the same in the years waiting for me , i hope u've been to istanbul by then if u haven't yet , it's the exact time u should do it cuz u know how much and for how long i've been wanting to do this , make it a present to the past u ,and if u've done it already i'm so proud of u . I hope mom and dad are both present to see u graduating and get to see all of their efforts finally paying off and if not don't be sad they must be so proud of u no matter where they are and no matter where u are ! Now it's time for u to give back even a small part of what they did for u , and i'm pretty sure u will ! Also tell them that i love them and that i always did tell them i'm aware of all what they're doing just for the sake of our comfort and happiness , dad , my hero .. don't u ever think u're efforts were not enough cuz i know u've always done more than ur best and mom i don't know how would my life go without u're existence in it ! allah ye7fedkoum liya yarbi .. i know it was supposed to be a letter for my future self but olsun .. and i know it was full of hopes but that's just normal cuz we can neighter know the future nor change it right now but only hope for a better one .. now it's time for u to shine and be the best u can be i know these words are a little cliché but neyse u got the point emeklerim boşuna gitmesin onlarin da emekleri .. senle gurur duyuyorum !