Hello princess....

Dear FutureMe, It's Friday night and you are sooo bored. Gareth just phoned from Worpeldson to tell you he will be late from work as there is 200 people at the bar! You are kinda of dispondent about this as you are depressed, tierd and dying for a cigarette. Also a very tiny part of also is hoping his is genuine as to why he is late. Around six weeks ago you found out he was using the internet for cybersex and posting sex ad's. Although he never met anyone it still hurts you beyond belief and you have certainly not forgiven him. However you are despretly in love with him and he loves you very much too. Apart from the that, and the odd flaw you have a fantatsic realtionship. I wonder, are you still together now? Are you enganged, married or was it splitsville? I am hop if I we have split I am coping well. I have no idea if we will last, though my predictions in my other email came true. But with gareth it's a hard one to know- I do have the feeling it will be me and not him the ends things if we spilt. Not that I want to- I love that cheeky boy so much! I think if we keep things fun and silly I will spend more time with his willy! But these days I am just grateful to be living and that gareth is still with me- though my dirty secret is I have a morobid obsession with him dying. God, that would kill me. The past three months Hannah's mate Suzie died of an eplitipic fit a the age of 21 and Pete's mate Jim died in his sleep. You have texted Pete to make sure he is alright. It feels great to be texing him at a more mature stable time of life. I don't love him in slightest any more. My mum just confessed she wants an affair with a guy my age. I am the only person who knows. My dad might go and live in USA for three months. I hope he does. My sister has turned down a great guy (adam) for a man who has scared her for life. Alexa is in India- I love that girl! I love my illustartion work, though it is way harder than expected and im pissed as I don't have photoshop as my dodgy version ran out!! Well I hope when I am reading this; I finally got arsed to lose the weight! I have passed my driving test I have an illustration agent I hope my illustration career is awesome and I am still loving it and not being lazy- keep reaching honey x I am still with baby G, and we r getting on brilliantly. Possibly enganged- though I think 24 is a better age. Weird- always thought Id be despreate to be enganged now! I hope my baby Gareth is happy & my mummy. They are my two favorite people. Oh I hope I stop been a anti-social PC geek 2! Get out there and have a laugh girl! Love you future self! You go! Claire xxxx