A letter from July 9th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, Hello! This is Charlie, 14 year old Charlie. I hope this website works. I wonder if you still use this email? Anyway, remember Bryn? I'm still with him right now. My thoughts for the future are that you're still with Bryn, in a house of your own. You both either study at uni, or an online uni, or Bryn has an awesome successful job and you're living off benifits XD. You're an adult now omg, that's so weird. I hope you've achieved your dreams, which are either actress, photographer, figure ice skater or graphic designer. Those seem quite impossible right now, but I know you/I can do it if I try my hardest. How did I do in my GCSE's? I'm worried so much right now. They scare me. I'm gonna be in year ten soon, which means my tests are only a year away. And I think not taking history or French was a mistake. I'd like to think that you are getting on very well right now, but if you're not you have to see "the silver lining" as mom would put it. I always find the good in a situation and the light side. I always find a solution, whether that's with help from friends and family or not. If your stuck, ask your self what 14 year old charlie would do. Omg do you call yourself Charlotte now? You better not be, that's so girly. You better still be true to your tomboy-self. You should love yourself. I love you. Which is a strange thing to hear about yourself. Do you still keep in touch with Jack and Martyna and Adrianne and Blake? Do you still call her Blake or is it Raquel now? What about Josh and Ty and Ethan Tudor Lloyd? And Shawna? I hope you're still friends with Shawna. These guys are your friends. If they're not in prison or dead, you better read this email and text or call any of them which you haven't spoken to in a while. Also, how many cats and ferrets and dogs do you have? I reckon two ferrets, Skint and Mel, 48billion cats and 300 dogs. Just my guess. And a big house with Bryn and OH! PLANS TO HAVE CHILDREN! Omggggggg!!!!!! Is he still hot shirtless? His abs tho m8. Omg, am I still with him? I hope so. If you broke up with him, I am so so so sorry. That sounds like the worst thing ever, I'm tearing up just typing this. Well I hope you find yourself a lovely boyfriend or girlfriend that you love if that's the case, which I hope is not the case. Did you dye your hair turquoise? That's always what I've wanted to do. I hope you do it. Have you met your favourite youtubers? Emma? Jack? Dan and Phil? Mark? Felix? Signe? Echo? You better have. Wait omg right now you would be 23. That's so crazy! You better still be that crazy, optimistic, bright eyed and bushy tailed charlie which everyone knows, and nEVER ESCAPE THE EMO PHASSSEEE!!!!!! Once a metal head always a metal head. I wonder if you're a singer like mom? That sounds cool. Well, whatever the case, I hope you're happy. And if you're not happy, make yourself happy. I'm this 👌🏻 Close to beating anxiety, so know that you can do it too. I'll always be proud of you. Mom will always be proud of you. Nan will always be proud of you.