about jeremy.

Dear FutureMe, i'm not sure how your relationship with him ends. maybe, by some odd miracle, you'll still be with him by the time you get this. maybe you'll actually fall in love this time. maybe he'll actually treat you like he cares for you. maybe you'll actually be comfortable around him. maybe he'll actually love you, like maybe you should be loved. maybe it'll end as another huge trainwreck. oh, well, wouldn't be the first time. i hope you never forget how badly brandon malphrus hurt you, and i hope you never forget how important the secret you now must keep is. i hope you haven't told anybody. i always knew i was never good at keeping secrets for very long. this one is important though. never forget how many tears were shed for him. never forget the hurt and regret that came with him. never. i hope you're still happy.