this is your 14-year-old self loser, you better read this

hey...... youuuuu..... im sending this 10 days before your birthday as an early present from the past. haha to be honest im really scared to think about our future well these are my expectations from your 14 year old self, but dont be disappointed if ypu havnt done any of these yet, cause im a real big dreamer and ****, you know haha. well i hope you have a girlfriend? maybe a real cute one with glasses, or korean. if you do i know that youre gonna let her read this and ****, lol. but i hope you found a girl that really loves you for you. you still buds with john lloyd? ser-***? or ***-rome? how'bout karl?, jaron? or um.... y'know our old group called 'the retards' in 6th grade lmao good times right haha haha haha oh yeha btw if you forgot about the games you used to play when u were 14, here.LoL. AQW. ROBLOX. CS:GO. (btw how many subs does pewdiepie have now? like 100 million or something, he did say that he would delete his channel after a 100 mil but whatevs) ur roblox username that start with a "Q" that u made in 2013. and in AQW "oquo" lvl.47 atm. csgo u prolly use the same steam account lol. man my heart is thumping just thinking about this future ****. like where you work, what course did you take for college, did you even attend/finish college, or did you become a full time music producer, remember making lofi hiphop with FL studio? yeah me too. wonder if mom and dad are ok. and if theyre.... *gulp* then sorry i made u think about that. but theyre probably fine, right? i mean i hope dude.... i hope theyre fine. AND I HOPE YOURE FINE! with a stable job and relationship! doing really good in this world that we vowed to stay on. hey,maybe you actually got to go to the US? got an apartment/condo and have a neat room with aesthetic pictures of retro cartoons from the 90's like youve always dreamt about. well, i hate to say goodbvye but, man im getting tired of typing. oh yeah which reminds me. I HOPE YOU GET A BETTER LAPTOP THAN THIS TRASH THAT IM USING. OR A PC, AT LEAST. and for the random people who've read this since im making this public on futureme.org i hope youve enjoyed the read so far lmao. well rom's hope for the best. CIAO LLLLLOOOOSSSEEEERRRR