A letter from April 26th, 2017

hi sweetie im writing this for you i love you sweetie ur at ur fitness lesson u went on april 26 year 2017 i miss you so much im feeling extremly depressed sometimes i get so sad because i feel like i wont be good enough in the future if ur reading this its probably 2025 and if ur reading this it means i somehow made my future work even tho im a failure i got a job and we either got the flat we wanted saving up for it or house or something else we may think of in the future i just got ur message sweetie you said 'almost theere' haha im so happy if ur reading this i never told you but if i cant make my future work and can never get a decent job to support us ill just be a burden and ill just you know go see my grandpa grandma in heaven id rather do that than never have a job and not be able to support us miyvarxar elene im the happiest man alive if your reading this right now and if ur not it means im gone and i wrote all this for nothing xD thank you for everything youve done for me i love you all i want in life is to have a family with you sweetie ill try my best to do something with my life and not be a failure