Christmas

Dear FutureMe, Hey. So today might be a sad day or it could be happy. Who knows what's going to happen with dad. PLEASE just make sure that you take extra-special care of mom today. (Like I even have to remind you) If dad is still around just think about what a miracle it is, if he's not then try to keep it as normal as possible. Whatever that means. I'm already speechless. I can't even imagine what today will be like without him there taking pictures and posing for them with his new "toys". So take it easy today. Right now I'm feeling like dad will hang on for a little while and somehow I can see him there at Christmas time. At least I sure hope so. Never know, maybe that miracle will happen. OMG..... I just remembered.... DO NOT FORGET ABOUT THE CHRISTMAS CARD THAT DAD WROTE FOR MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now where did I put it. I'm going to put it away right now and then tell you (me?!) where I put it... Hang on.... Okay, it didn't fit in my green jewelry box, that would have been my first choice. It's on the dresser behind my perfume bottles. Big white envelope. Now, maybe you should think about not giving mom the card while people are around. Think end of the evening... Unless dad is still here--then give it to him to give to her himself. Now wouldn't that be a special gift?? Well, try to enjoy your day, remember, it's your favourite day of the year. Love, Me