A letter from December 24th, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Hello Dear me!! I hope you are doing well and you find yourself in what you do. At the time of writing this letter, you were about to publish your first research paper. You know better than me if it was published and I was proud or if it was rejected and I felt foolish. Or, if it was published and I felt foolish xD; I am odd enough to expect everything from me. I think my problem is that I am a dreamer and I fear from having all my dreams damaged. I am about to begin my Christmas break so I have free time to write to you. Don't be down for any reason. If you can't reach the distinction, just change the road. I wonder if you are in love or not; in the time of writing this letter, I feel that he is nearby but I don't even know who he will be. Of course when I am reading this letter, I will know if my feelings were right or wrong. I want just to remind you to ALWAYS look for the one you spent years looking for; don't be satisfied by less than what you want. If love won't let you feel better, why to continue? I am having a problem with my social life; I want to have more friends as well as good relationships with others so I don't even spend a time feeling alone. I hope that this problem is solved now, but if not, then try again :D No other option available. I have another problem; I think I care too much about some persons, even more than they care about themselves. I am not caring because of love, but because of appreciating their personality. This is great; however, I felt that my heart becomes tired from consecutive hope and disappointment. The Sunday before, I stayed in the university till 1:30 PM working on my math project (research paper), it was hard and exciting to work all the day. I want to remind you of that day to remember that you spent days doing efforts to reach a step in your dreams. So, do not throw that all away by letting your dreams fall. Additionally, I am very afraid that I die, after all these efforts, before reaching them. All what I can do is to ask God to give my life and time and help me to achieve my dreams. Have fun dear me. Always remember that you deserve to succeed and to be loved. At this time, I am listening to Awl ma Aabltk for Carol Samaha :D Listen to it after reading the message; I know that you are getting confused when it comes to choosing a song to listen to. xD