Letter to me <3

Dear Future Me... how are you doing? i hope all is well really i do. though its unlikely you kept your old email i hope you did because i want to read it... so in your subconcious remember this letter i have a feeling it will arrive at a important time in our life.... maybe not though I'm sitting here 18 yrs old hoping you found your niche in life, that you found your tribe, a love maybe?? do you have kids? are you happy with what you have done? are mom & dad still together? still alive?... oh how I love them! and Chase & Callan how are they? have you stopped worrying/ fighting with Callan? make sure you tell her you love her everyday after all she is our only sister! & Chase oh how I love him! our only brother has he stopped being an ass? are his friends still more important than family? whatever the case never stop telling mom, dad, callan, and chase that you love them.... because i need to start. So.... your 18 yr old self is in her first semester of college you have no idea what you want to do, right now you want to drop out for a semester just to test the waters. did you? or did you tough it out and figure out what it was you wanted to do? i hope you did what was best and that it all turned out well. How did living with denie and lisa turn out? good i hope. Did you win the lottery? Do you have a good job? does it paywell? is it a career or do you work at a coffee shop? or none of thee above? lets not go for the last one okay :/ Did you start treating yourself better? loving yourself more? did you finally start accepting yourself? Did you keep your promise to yourself? Did you make friends like in Sex & the City? Now its time to talk about your crazy ideas you had. So..... Did you ever run off and join the rainbow tribe? or at least go to one of their gatherings? Did you go to europe by freight? did you ever go to europe? i really hope you had. Did you get a tattoo like i keep telling myself i will? if you did i hope it will age with you not against you. Are you a writer for Rolling Stone? I know its crazy but i think if you try you could make it.... its your talent remember what your tarot cards said... "you need to share your talents with the world" thats yours now go. Most of all dear cierra i hope your happy i hope you didn't settle in life.... if you have YOU CAN CHANGE IT it just takes some motivation & PASSION. though you struggle with it now you do love yourself... please never stop P.S are you still friends with allison? what about anyone from high school? or what about clara did you end up moving to Nebraska? P.S.S: you cried while you wrote this... remember? if you cry while reading it i'll understand it more. LOVE YOU :) ttyl