A letter from December 21st, 2016

Dear FutureMe, I'm currently studying for my year 2 finals, 1st sem. when you get this message hopefully you'll be a doctor, I don't know where you're going to be, what you're doing, what specialty you're doing and whom you're living with. But I want you to know that I'm proud of you no matter what. I want you to be strong because the Marah I know has always been strong since she was 7 and 8 years old.. Past is past. focus on your future and self. Everything is going to be ok. it might rain for a day or two but the sun will come out again.. i know it sounds cheesy but it is true. remember to always love and trust yourself and god the most. never let go of your family. appreciate your CLOSE friends. (i hope you're still friends with mona and layan and yasmen and amira and areej). dont trust everybody, dont be too "tayyoobe". always be strong and CONFIDENT. NEVER EVER CARE what people say and think! people talk anyway! you also talk about people but it doesnt make a difference does it??? if you still did not meet the love of your life, that day will come. be yourself, be patient be loving be nice to people. always make your relationship with god closer than people. by the time you read this you'll be 28 years old. (MY HEART JUST BROKE A BIT I DONT WANT TO GROW OLDER OH MY GOD). I'll never forget the bieber, zeyara, tcb, kiko days.... it breaks my heart knowing we'll grow older and things will change :( but thats life. please make sure you always pray on time PLEASE PLEASE. May Allah keep your mom and dad and brothers close to you... I feel like crying typing this. oh and try to have a colder heart and dont cry over anything silly y3ne......... ok thats it bye I love you <3