From 20 to 30

Dear FutureMe, I've decided to write to myself 10 years from now on and make it public for a change. Right now I'm in this great relationship. 11 months now. I got here after I ran from the Spectrum, that wanted to **** herself if I tried to leave. I made things work out and being with my current gf is been amazing, it showed me how messed up things with the Spectrum were and how a relationship based on love must be. There is a complication, though. My current gf wrote something that she said was meant to be a joke, but it affected me greatly. I wrote a letter for her, but after talking things out with her I decided I'll never deliver it. Things, however, have not been the same since then. She said she'll give me time to recover, which I greatly appreciate. I really love her, I just wish things weren't like this. I even sent another FutureMe a year from now to confirm we will be still together. Which I hope. Anyways, I ever thought I'd marry her. There was this other girl before but I don't think so. I mean it's possible if things don't work out but I'm not counting on it. I just hope you can stay together and continue being happy. I have no idea who I'm going to be when I'm 30. Are you working? Are you a rockstar? Are you homeless? How's your bucket list? The bucket list has things like: -To write music - Build a guitar - Play a song along gf - Develop an app - Own a ferret - Stop being a virgin Uh... I hope you've outgrown that last one. I honestly feel weird when I think about that one. Are you still in contact with Cesar, Alice, Shain and Paco? 2 out of 3 is not bad School's been somewhat easy till now. I hope you did great and such. I don't know what else to tell you, but make sure to answer so I can know what you think.