A letter from September 4th, 2016

Peaceful right?

To my sweet child I dont know if u will ever read this but i hope that someday u will Am still waiting for u Am still waiting for the day that i meet u and hold u in my arms Feel u .. Smell u and just be there for u I cant wait to met u To be ur mother Am 25 years old now and i have to be honest with u Am losing hope That one day .. U will be mine My hope I have been afraid To think about u To dream about u Because it hurts me To imagin u Dream about it And just see u .. In my dreams and imagination I want u in reall I need u And i love u .. Even before i knew that u are mine I love u Even before i knew that i can have u And u r my hope U r the resone why i keep on living Hoping that one day I will feel u growing inside me Hoping that one day i will bring u to this life and call u my chile Ohh u dont know how much i dreamt about u How many time i layed my hand on my tummy and imagined u inside playing And moving as i talk to u I would spend hours just day dreaming about u And i would watch mothers with their childeren and say to myself When ..!! When its gonna be me ! They say a mother's love is so strong and unlimited Well Mine must me much more then that Am still single And u seem so far away from me But i still carry this love for u A love which started years before i had u I hope .. Wish .. Pray from the bottom of my heart and soul That there will be u in my life and u would read this Love Your mother

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Am 33 years old now!
8 years after writing that letter.

so many thing has changed, I have changed.
to be honest i was selfish when i...

S'tnwa taht tgrihtas tlee,rt i nitiknhg rtewo.
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Noly i i saw wsa a gonrw i aesry 62 adn otsl, orfm oyu fisrenugf 2 hwta nwek ees hwen mlanet trafe ttah i saw nsllsei aws.
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I ahtt em or eabmy i bprioal, gttuhoh aysalw aws lkei enneiomtrvn tac ttha saw my magnki.
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Utrth had mpdd eht i tath aws.
In lilst gtniursglg rtale and aimtd , rltnoco ma utwon,b of am 8 vnaghi my a notmsoie asyer hatt meor !!?!! i hlidc i.
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Who haev me ma to ouy atht i for evol lichd muhc aebl i that is teamn , nkow i ho not swete otdn srue lwli , ensidi oyu ym be you ievg ot elvo.
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Noburn -,nueercadt etesw my ihcld.
Esaf adn ma natc unssle ouy atht %110 a heer otn wldro het uers i i acn drvoiep dna rigbn tpcrtoe is pcle,a. .
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I ecnivedoc nowk evgi i htat had erenv ttah are cone uoy uoy lilw ryihetvneg i. .
Ot feli i no ym to edne sfemly edrro and korw do and htta ni.
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Is eh , , oyu fo vuseeirn an nad dan he ot porsen will bayb het ubt rouy ovel umhc het i rof ouy izagman fnuod so den harfte, og.
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Eth eb erdevse feli rnob rae iacgrten itrhg nwo bhot no , in rolvssuee ikgnorw nad ahtt you to on roinkwg we.
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Weset ym itletl hidlc.
Nalyn uor.

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