A letter from August 19th, 2016

Dear Future Me, En anglais ou en francais ? Parce que si c'est en francais mais que t'as copine ne l'est pas (pitie dis moi que t'en as une, la calvitie et le ventre plein de biere ca craint a 31 ans) ca craint et c'est pas comme ca que tu (JE ??) vais l'impressionner. Vas y on l'a fait en anglais ! Hey Man... Me ... damm i'm already lost. Anyway, what's up Pierre, it's Pierre from 10 years ago exactly ! Right now I'm in South Africa, Idk if you remember (man you travel a lot ;) ), i'm in cape town (beyond the town ship) just doing a copy paste mission. Remember ? nothing exiting. Except those weekend when we (sorry still no use to it) party like crazy persons like no one ever had ! I remember when I discovered How I met Your Mother, I wanted to do this but never got the chance to, hopefully this is the good opportunity to do that. I remember (I'm the one saying that, funny right ?) that back in the TV Show, the guys (Marshall) was making a list of what he wanted to be done 10 years later : Here is mine : - First and most important of all, I want to have someone to share my life with. I know that for now I don't have much experience about it, I only had one girlfriend, and it was so intense. Even if the story ended badly for me, I (hopefully) will always remember those instant we shared, her smile, her look, her kindness and her laugh. I know it sound ridiculous but right now, I'm feeling kinda bad for not having one. I mean I'm doing okay-ish, but the moment I live (south Africa, Ecuador, god knows what's next for me ahah), I would enjoy them so much more if I could share them with my half. So promise me few things old man : 1) You'll get THE girl, and here are the conditions, nice smile, nice look, she is funny, and kind, and alive (is my humor still terrible ?) 2) You will make her happy. no matter what. you love her, you please her. as simple as that. 3) you'll share moment with her 'cause you'll remember those moments for the rest of your life. - You've got to stop doing crazy stuff, smoking, alcool and stuff. Become a hipster. Learn stuff, visit stuff and tell intelligent stuff : use you brain man ! ... sorry I went to far, you see I'm really bored at work, those ******* make me do copy-paste missions only, for god sake, I hope my futur Job will make me happy ! Man, I don't really what to say, I kinda of shy, usually the most interesting things about me happens in my head. I hope now you're brave enough to show people you're WAY more than they could think. DO IT ! JUST DO IT ! If you don't remember this, it's okay, it means that now you have better (greater if you know what I mean) things in you minds :) Yeah one thing I would really like to improve is my self confidence, I mean since our break-up with Marie, I'm not the same guy anymore. It's like, she took a part of me with the break up. I'd like to like myself more, like Mathieu said once ("you never look to yourself in the mirror", maybe because I don't like what I see) But for now I don't really now how to proceed, You know I can tell that I'm completly leaving depression, I may come out ouf my cocoon in a greater person, who knows ? :) Anyway I didn't made this email in the proper conditions, sorry for that, too much party and not enough sleep, also tonight is the night with the co-workers and tomorrow is planned THE famous experience in the forest, you probably know what I'm talking about. I'm kinda of stressed about this, I hope it'll be good and SAFE. Anyway don't forget to send one to the 40's Pierre, and only two things for you to do : Be good, and feel good man, see you soon ;)