A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Toh lyalre i a kaidn, not’d ilfe elsywe wnaan neve ’hes ni and evah my ielparinosht. Ig wldi.
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Rpseimo hatt kpee llo idd nto i. Beivlee ofr got rade yhpcs stih whne rtlete in drwa wsa ti was i na eth neve tmteapt dedveirel bc i ond’t i 😩 ot. Ym hvoewer 5 iescn sit’ tmetpta neeb ysr stla. Oogd so a tth’sa ginht.
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In i tcaf lviae ma. Ifle mi’ es,ay fmor isltl ubt sha evyr rfa nebe reeh oehsomw.
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Lecogle ot hgih agaddtrue osclho wetn nad. Ofrm gtinka my rryenuclt ’im egrdee a eantlm bc htalhe olcelge eorv a riiitogzprni bkear im’.
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Xnte lwli eth yebam yveltuenla ,cpfrete ma arf tge tub cmeo nda dya betetr omfr feil lwil i. Ont but ’im that henw ,be lxyeact wlli yambe esur.

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