A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Ni a a,idkn hot wylese heva flie she’ even layrel i nteiplraohis nad nawna do’nt ym. Lwid ig.
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Eosripm atht kepe ont i lol ddi. Radw i spyhc ofr swa ideevredl 😩 ptatmte drea ti cb ni ndto’ i iths an to beelvei i was lteret otg teh ewnh neve. Matttpe sit’ syr since 5 my stla eenb heeorwv. Tinhg os a ’atsht doog.
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Ctaf ma ni i elvia. Slilt fiel romf mi’ hoewsom eyrv bene raf has reeh eya,s ubt.
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Atudradge and ot glecole wtne hihg slhooc. Bc ’im a agkitn im’ lehtha legolec brake progziiinrti aetmnl a degeer ym crultrney vero rfom.
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Nelueltyva am ilfe etnx btu dna yad arf iwll ybame rtteeb mceo etg i form eht illw fecetrp,. Enhw ameby tub atht be, xctaeyl i’m sure ont illw.

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