A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

I ’todn yarell ilfe ,nkdia my ni nawan tho ylsewe oiiehnalrpst ’hes even a vhea dna. Ig iwdl.
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Lol ospimre i atht epke ont ddi. Ti physc i an radw tgo i even aws matttep wsa iveelbe ofr adre 😩 vdidrelee hnew ’dton eetrlt i bc teh to ni shit. Eorhwve ettmapt ym sry s’ti 5 nicse eenb astl. Nigth os a t’stah oogd.
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I ma ni lvaie afct. Ehre btu tsill a,eys ash feil eebn ’im arf owmohes mrof rvey.
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Elgleoc ghih nad newt ot olohsc aadtudger. ’mi hlhaet erdgee oerv ebark bc rlrecytun a pgiitiorzirn oceelgl a kgaitn alemnt mi’ fomr ym.
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Ttrebe ubt afr morf lwli ceom ec,pfetr i vatlnuelye bayme nad am the etg day exnt lfie ilwl. Ytlxcae ’mi ,be tbu not suer myeab ehwn htta wlil.

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