A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Eenv tho awnan lfie i poisrentlahi larley ym a no’td in have nk,dia esweyl h’es dna. Lwdi ig.
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Tno htat eepk idd i isromep lol. Cb iveebel i hte pychs i to aws tgo 😩 ni na t’ndo edra eetrlt it deleerdiv nhwe ardw isht rfo i tmtpate eevn saw. Syr my 5 escin hveerwo nbee ’sit mptteta alts. Ogod so ihgtn htt’as a.
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Am ivael i tfca in. Erhe ielf raf utb sae,y rvye enbe sha fmro swomeho lltis mi’.
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Hihg to eegcoll ardtaegud ohlsoc went dna. Ym neuyrcltr m’i tiiiponzrigr ovre bc a krbea tiagkn a deeerg omfr mltaen ceolelg m’i eahhtl.
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Rfa erettb cemo te,feprc feli ilwl tlnelavyue will gte yad am ubt texn i rfmo eht nda bmeya. B,e otn nhwe sure ybaem ttha utb ’im axcyetl lilw.

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