A letter from June 28th, 2016

Dear Future Me, the date is 28-6-2016 and today i discovered this amazing site trough this Reddit thread https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/4q91g9/what_free_things_online_should_everyone_take/ It seems like an awesome idea so why the heck not right? you'll be 29 in a month so happy birthday man! i hope you finally achieved your dreams of becoming a professional artist , 10 years is a lot of time you know, you beter not have been sitting on your *** all day procrastinating your youth away like i have been doing for the last 18 years. Also, i hope you got yourself a hot *** wife/girlfriend because you **** wel deserve it after all this time. That reminds me, i'll be 19 in a month, life goes by so fast especially last year.It just felt like i wasn't even alive for that year. I remember being young and always wanted to be "grown up", well guess what? being 18 sucks and i still don't feel grown up. great ******* life ain't it? in 2 days i'll be going to my new school meeting the teachers,students and getting a picture taken for a school pass. god**** pictures... at least my haircut is nice, not gonna lie mom did a great job today with it, maybe she did her best because she knows our sister will be be coming this Friday. It's going to be the first time we will meet her and i have been panicking a little bit on what to give to her as a present. I mean what do you give a sibling that you have never ******* MET?? the good o'll shampoo bottle won't do this time man, she can just use ours anyways. My mentor D.( sorry but i can't name names on this site, but i hope you still remember her) had this basket in mind, you know like those fruit baskets? but instead of fruit its filled with **** like chocolate, fking shampoo and other stuff girls like, with plastic around it and neatly tied with a bow. God**** woman always comes up with this extravagant ****. I had been searching today for a present but to no avail. I mean, in the end it's not such a bad idea so whatever i'll probably be doing something like that, the god**** shampoo idea though gets me every time. Sorry BTW that you have to hear my problems again but it's not like you can share yours you know... anyways back to the real struggle though ART IS HARD. I hate myself all the time for it but goddammit it really sucks right now. i have been doing it for what? like 2 and a half years or something? it's not really improving right now and most drawings are terrible they suck the big donkeys **** m8 ( had a good laugh coming up with that one let me tell you that). I hope you preserved through it though and not working some ****** office job, if so then this letter must be really sad to read knowing you could not achieve your dreams. i mean i'am crying as i am typing this right now **** me that hurts to think about. i have always been an emotional sob but god i really needed a moment there. Listen to me man i want you to say to yourself that you did make it whatever it may be, at least be good at something OK? always feeling like a failure just doesn't feel right. i don't know, i wanted to end it on a positive note but i don't really know what to say. Well it's like 2:18 right now so you'll be receiving this mail 10 years from now -1 day hah. I actually kinda wanna go on with this till i feel sleepy, end the night differently from other nights you know? talking about important world events here. A couple of days ago the **** Brits went full on the brexit hype train, the stupid *****. Hope this decision did not affect our future too much, it feels bad to be affected by big changes complete out of your control you know. in other news, Isis is still full on ******* peeps. multiple terror attacks, slaughtering tens of thousands of people. yeah those guys from the beheading video's remember? uhh Donald trump might become president? This might also be THE year of YouTube drama lama's. It's a ******* clown fiesta this year man. PS. I hope you have stopped stalking the girls Facebook, she is in America living the dream probably banging millions of hunks. PPS. A smiley is totally allowed as a signature, **** the administration guy @ my new school. PPPS. This is probably longer than any assignment i ever had to do i think i know how i am going to end it now, i feel sleepy anyways. An inspirational quote (that i just googled) to make your day feel good again ''The best preparation for tomorrow is doing your best today.'' H. Jackson Brown, Jr. I hope i did good for you. ayy lmao. Nothing is better than 10 year old vintage memes. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯