Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Leneigf asd i tpos ubt ct'ndulo. I etwn ym rkad seary adkr btse eds,i a eyrv in to p,ceo dan ofr diert vaeresl. In btrelou revseal aettsp,tm dsbaue ot metcadie self na had udcisei ithw rsdgu and crsdieebrp oiclhsomla rotffe arevles. A cui i in eth nrmheabtlea/ isaangt seoatlishpid thsaplio my lilw tgo tup nda swa itewc ni cewit. Dkra stiem. Rreeac ym diseng i lost.
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Fo etg 2 ti tou ahtt ot asrey helo okot em. Mcae to retsm ithw tol fo a i htnsig. Lenguneyi own itanileohrsp mfaily eatlyhh si nad ppahy. Eevn tiwh onab. Tbu osla wlel es'sh tlnrgsggiu niogd lroelav. Ew is 'weer awy dna gonwgri oot htsro lfie rldaeise eorld lla. .
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Isfteeyll no yesfml yeallr ym to a dna ot i nkdi dderntsannigu rkweod tol tnwa of leda eth eamd esoediutqn adn dna flie egcshan i. It uto illts am iifgnrgu i. Is hcum ydlia oont thpa leswenls rteeh my olacohl seu urdg taht nto lwel ton dan si - ubt haohlugt my ubt ermon,ya sdoeysam i ebsau lsilt. Iltsl tkae illw it imte.
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Teh rfo news dgoo now. Etrtdsa onw i ym trhfit rseot. I'ts no - ssol mhcu ni ma i esdspedre ver,ydeay ugnsggrtli and utb am sukk os saleubtoly i rgnole. Mnagnagi i my im' tllsi gopcin asid, on (ubt and ailhtehre and ikel lips miansemcsh i heav mtemsoesi nad ha'stt )yoka orjeuny. .
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Gnlo cmoe e'iv glon a way. A ouy aevh wya ocem ogln ngol. I olwdn'tu a elfi hgnit hda tuo as acghne tunr we kbca d'tdni utb agndiime neht. Alreyl dowultn' i. I'm yphap. Yppah btu ggnrlgsuti. .
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On no, dna oyb tllsi. Tle ee,arvsl uhtr owdn, ,mnay got ahd ruth velrsae. Mdearir aide for a siltl awnt i ll'i ro ids?k adn on opne - onw to npdes with ym owh fi dfin moeones etg lief. T'odn nwko i. Pnruirgiss lfei os si dna wreid so. I quiet vssgian )psho amek so i bti fo the a hwy idd emos myeon hguhot tth'sa( evah. The fi ngakit ifla lwli ofr ady in eetrpsn adn or ,now oeitcnun het im' ti by ohps no lnvgii aide eht but. .
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Rpdou e'vyou mdae me. Fyi tujs. Pecext etxn eida to dan on ofmr wath lntesyoh? my haev ilfe i. Essug ese shlla ew jsut i. Hbto tub eenb ahd, dab niasne cexsenreeip het dna iemdld aevh 'evi eth odog ni. Oobk aehv reven i ohttuhg a fo if asw ysa ti, lucod iwrgitn. Os mnya nda unsrt tsswit.
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Sotne'd t?i in ya,w wath ihhwc enlodfrwu efli is a smeak.
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Ym ol,ev gtsbgie alyw,sa het nkwo eovl uyo lal ti. Sa my uyor lefe i nad y 19 leov byab. O self. Athnk uyo.
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Y 92. O uksk.

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