Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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I lineegf stop asd tub cnultd'o. Ym seaelrv to in drak dkar ietdr a very etnw bets ,cpoe i dna s,dei rasye rfo. Ot feofrt dna vaslree vlserea tamsptet, emctdiae na adh gsurd scduiei hitw ooshcllaim cbseriderp etlruob fsle ni subdae. Upt nlehratmeba/ het ilwl ltsoipah in i otg tisagna ym in pesoidshailt iwetc uci ewcti asw and a. Isemt drak. I ltso my earecr snigde.
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Ti otok get tou hoel ot of 2 em aysre thta. Semtr of lto htinsg aecm ot a i tihw. Onw fmliya lneuyigen si hlyahte apstlhoeiinr hpypa dan. Enev wthi oanb. Loas ndgoi rnsltuiggg but hess' lraelov well. We igwonrg rewe' daerisle all otsrh yaw oto flei is dan orled. .
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To my ldea i dwkoer and i odiunesteq tdndsuniagren eaghcns ntaw syfeml elfi het aemd a adn on lot nda lyrlae fo to kind eiltyslfe. I urginfig am it uot isllt. Utb ym i yrna,meo ptha aesub udgr iayld lislt my hcum ont use ubt - noot nda lsneelws si tno ellw si adseosym htere haguloth lchlooa taht. Lslti take lwli it etim.
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Ofr ogdo nwse won teh. Reots i wno ym adtetsr ttihrf. I'st utb adn i no sslo pesreedsd ma yayreevd, - in mcuh i kkus so lsotabyuel gnuglritsg eorlng am. Adn lsilt klie si,ad eruyojn iconpg msniseamhc my ka)yo reilaethh igmaanng mi' tmseeomsi no btu( htta's nda i i hvea dna plsi. .
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Olgn lnog a ocem iv'e awy. Cmeo lgon a ongl aevh ayw oyu. Midanegi runt tihng ahd wtoud'ln we itddn' a tub sa flei nchgea i nhet abkc otu. I lu'notwd eylarl. Mi' phayp. Utb yhpap lgniggutrs. .
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No ,on lislt boy and. Otg eslearv ,aynm asrleve, uhtr turh lte had ndw,o. Ki?sd wtna 'lil itwh drirmea rof teg i - who espnd to no fidn now flei a my fi and ilslt soeonem edia onep or. Nwok tnd'o i. Efli so and snsirugrpi si os eidrw. Eakm oemyn uthogh oh)ps igsnasv heav i fo idd i some bit so h't(sta iqeut het ywh a. Liwl soph if lnivig diae ni teh etrepns tub ofr on noucitne now, by lfia ro nagkit dna ti 'mi day eht teh. .
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Oveyu' uorpd me daem. Sutj iyf. I no to vhae aied ifle mfor dna ceetxp ym extn waht thy?esonl. I lsahl sutj we essgu ese. The btu adb eben einsan ni eht xceseenpeir 'iev a,dh tboh godo aehv dlimde adn. Uldoc if a huhgtto asy wgriint i it, veah swa of rneev oobk. Naym so tswsit nad tusrn.
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Ekmas iwchh noest'd si it? ,ayw euwrfonld ni lief tawh a.
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Ym y,asalw teh elov lal ibgetsg ti okwn oyu v,ole. Y and oyru i elfe ym lveo yabb 19 as. O lfse. Taknh you.
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Y 29. Sukk o.

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