Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Utb lctodn'u i lnfeegi otps ads. Kdra ryaes pce,o i adn ni dkra entw for diter ot tsbe ym ryev a aeverls dsie,. Dha ervesal fels and mattpe,ts turoebl froetf sduciie lrevsea in cloaolismh bsuade prrbcidees dugsr to na tiwh tcedmiea. Lepisidstoha wteic i wsa a ogt amhebtearn/l ni sgaaint wlil teh ym wtcei ni toaslhpi uci nda ptu. Esimt rdak. Otsl ym rereac i gnseid.
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Ookt out ahtt 2 ot years me it get fo hleo. A whti ginhts terms of emca i lot to. Athhyel enleuingy own ahppy is adn afylmi snileirhapot. Hitw nabo neev. Dgnoi lsao btu igngsutlrg eshs' ewll aovrlel. Oot we'er si ordel we fiel sraldeie yaw dan rthos lla wongrgi. .
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Elad lleray lot i nad ntrsuidnegnad emyslf the iquesnoted fo dan on wdeokr idkn i dan to iefl my ot dmae a wnat etsfilley aghcsen. Still ti uot i ifrugngi am. ,normeya well tahp that rgud - ubt eus i dna houaglht aesub sllit is ton ym is holclao ethre tno iydal tub cuhm sseelnwl my tnoo ssydemoa. Lilw it sllti take mtie.
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Nwes ogod eth onw rof. Rasdtet i now reots my rihttf. Lnrguitggs os in i eyderyav, ma on i ubt - relong ma suyotlbela ssol uskk mcuh dan si't peerdssde. Yoruenj pnocig istll ilsp 'mi amingnga iaeehlhtr 'sthat stmmesioe i kayo) cimsemhsna nad i ym leki evha b(tu isa,d nda adn no. .
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Nlgo gnol way evi' a coem. A olng nlog ehva you moce way. 'dindt adh a ahcnge i as kacb nithg eigdamni trnu nwotdlu' we lief tbu uot neht. I nl'doutw reyall. Aphpy im'. Igtgnuslgr hppay but. .
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Lslit byo on and ,no. Urht truh elt got rela,ves aversle amy,n ,odnw ahd. To if ridream ofr nda on i?dsk feil tihw aide ohw iltsl l'li etg oesoenm wtna or my won - i a pnoe sepdn nidf. I kwon tdn'o. Os so is eiwrd nda life irnsigrusp. Meak aevh so idd gthohu omse hte hpso) itb tuieq i fo yhw t(tsha' eynom i sgavsni a. Dan no if liwl 'mi utb ti eiad in pohs teh ngivli ankgit the fail npetser ,nwo fro eth yb ro ceonntui dya. .
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Dmae me uoprd 'eyvou. Tjsu fiy. To elfi i fomr dan xtepce ehav nxte ym adei on thyosl?ne htwa. We sjtu seusg ese i hslal. Snnaei teh in good bene ei'v ierxesneepc idlmed dha, othb dan eahv bad eth btu. I eenvr itgrnwi i,t a odcul eahv of ookb yas tughtho saw if. Ssttiw adn namy nutsr so.
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Emksa ni dtosn'e nwedlufor ay,w is ilef ti? athw ihhcw a.
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Ym v,ole oknw ,aysalw het yuo it lal esibggt ovel. Leov i my abby y dan flee uoyr 19 sa. O sfle. Ouy nhtka.
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Y 29. Kusk o.

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