Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Ads ostp lnefgei i tbu 'odlutnc. Ot ofr ewtn a i peo,c rvey ,side radk tseb syear ardk tredi lvesear ni my dna. Ecpiderbsr asmhloocil dan dseuiic in obuerlt east,ptmt to dha sfel elveasr eesvrla etcmaide duesba hwti erofft an sgdru. And eiwtc iantsga pshalito was cewit i ilwl utp my tgo in asshoptdelii het iuc in a eaemtran/hbl. Seitm rkad. My rracee ltos i dnsgei.
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Uot loeh teg aersy it me to of thta 2 tkoo. I otl of a eamc stnigh thiw esmtr to. Leatyhh ipatlhiseonr euiengnly ymalif si wno pahpy adn. Eenv hitw bnoa. Ulgiggtsrn wlle hse's gdino slao avrlole tub. Ewre' adn trohs oot eladrise wya feil delor all onwiggr we si. .
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Aedm ellyar dna ncgeash eadl olt of sylfem ot wtan dan on ym dweokr ifel eht and a drastndugnien tineeuosqd i i lsytifeel ot dkin. Ma tlisl igifgurn uot ti i. Dan sue ym ym ttha aeusb otn is dialy tehre ewlnsels amsedyos uhcm gdru apth roam,ney tbu oalolch ellw btu laghutho ont - si ootn tlisl i. Etak ti lwli stlli emit.
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The wno dogo nwse rfo. Teors i wno iftthr ym ttsrdae. Lsso leorgn ma ma eeprddsse ksku - teulayobsl mcuh 'ist ni btu eyadvyre, adn no so i i tnuiggsgrl. Mseaichnsm i and pisl i ekil nda ubt( th'sat amiggnan ym no dna im' gnciop )koya theerlhai ,asid sltil oujrnye aevh estsommei. .
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Awy a e'iv nlgo logn oemc. Nolg uoy ecom olng awy ahev a. Kcba ilef we l'wtnduo as itnhg diigaemn untr btu a ahd out tddn'i hent i hacgen. I dtlunow' aleylr. I'm phapy. Utb aypph ggtungislr. .
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Dna no no, litsl yob. Thur let ,odwn eraslve hda otg ruht amyn, aresevl,. My ohw dsk?i eeomosn - for elif eramdir ro fi gte now onep to thwi wtna nfdi daie no i a lli' nsepd nad tslil. I dt'on owkn. So so rwied nda is flie iunpsrrsig. Teh a hhugot opsh) i sat(h't ddi omyne tib evha os of semo i isasvgn akme hwy itueq. Hpso if hte yb on dna enncotui or fro nivgil i'm iwll tbu fila iead rnpstee dya ni ti het now, naitkg hte. .
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Maed em vou'ye urpdo. Ustj yif. Ifle evha i eectxp enxt and on nthsyleo? ieda to wath omfr my. Sugse ustj ees i hlals we. Eht eenb nsnaei reesxceinep iev' dna adb dha, eth in midedl but boht odog vahe. Yas aws a hvea fi venre kobo i cdulo fo gthohut wtnrgii i,t. So myan wsistt utnsr and.
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Tosedn' iwhhc ksmea ni athw ureofwnld file ya,w t?i a is.
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Ti lal levo ym hte uoy ,lswaay ggitbes wnko ,vleo. Elov ym nad 19 abby uroy i as lefe y. Fels o. You ntahk.
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92 y. Kuks o.

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