Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Asd i leingef tbu ptos 'cdnluto. To i a rvey isd,e adn ym idret akdr drka ec,op ofr lvseera twne seray ni tbse. In an ahd rrisdeebpc tsetmap,t eslerva sugrd dbaeus emaceitd lsareve ot dan roftef blortue deucsii ioclhoamls htwi sfel. Eln/arhmbeat ym put i saw lwli adn ni icu in ohliaisdpste cteiw got het gaaisnt a wtcie astiholp. Tiems dkra. Ostl esgidn caerer i ym.
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Tkoo yesra me of uot to it 2 tath gte helo. Lto tnshig a i to of cmea whit ermst. Geenyluni now dna pahyp si aimlfy lhtayeh aoltihripsne. Neev oanb tihw. Well utgrsgigln but dinog oals sehs' arvolel. Way ginwgor feli too dieelasr all dna srtho leodr wr'ee ew si. .
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Rowedk i rnnstdugdiane layler dan to my ot eylsmf dna lto i nda yilleestf ilef cgnhsae on of hte aedl sdieuoqnte natw nkdi mdae a. I rufnggii am it lstli uto. Ootn seu drug htere ughltaho i llew liday cmhu ont but htat olhlcao is is - yrmanoe, my doessyma my tub lweesnls ont bseua tpha nda lltis. Lliw ti take mtei llist.
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Teh senw won rfo dogo. Onw i hitrtf setdrat my orest. Gtsuigglnr - ucmh on lgeonr i dseedsrep daeyry,ev beyltusaol in adn s'ti ma kkus am os sols tbu i. Lilst ncmimahsse dan eilk on and and sat'th njeyruo i picong adis, sipl my i esiometms ganinagm (utb kya)o i'm ahev eiltarheh. .
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Gonl ywa ocem ev'i a glno. Ognl a awy you mcoe ehav nglo. I a ackb n'wudtlo sa nddi't we feil otu thign digemnai had encgha trun tub nteh. I out'nwdl erllay. Pphay mi'. Ignugtrgsl haypp tbu. .
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On, no llist adn byo. O,ndw vrelase, gto urth lte hda thur ,aymn revlsea. Onw indf ohw if ithw dan earrimd ot dsnpe atwn tlsil li'l ym dks?i fro eilf ro - pone oeesmno i etg aeid on a. Not'd i wonk. Nad so so wierd ilfe si iugrinsrsp. Otguhh vgsnsai fo a i ibt did oh)sp haev eht soem t(sa'ht myoen i ekma qutei ywh so. Spho o,wn wlil fro kigtna and enctoniu lngiiv ti the ni tbu on peenrst or aedi by ialf het the yad 'mi fi. .
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Urodp em meda oyuve'. Yif jtsu. I eextpc ifel dan xten deia ot omrf my on have twha oenslty?h. Allsh ese i suesg ustj we. Btu ehva cxneeirspee ogdo eben dah, dlimed obth bad the dan nsiena iv'e ni teh. If i vaeh cuodl fo ti, never triginw yas swa hutohgt a book. Os srtun itstsw nyma nad.
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Ti? yaw, ndetos' file hiwhc atwh rdefuowln is ni ekasm a.
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Yswaal, kwon oyu het vloe all bsggiet my ,vloe it. Byab 91 leef ym vole dna sa i ruoy y. O efls. Kthan yuo.
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Y 92. Ksku o.

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