A letter from June 2nd, 2016

Dear FutureMe, If you're reading this, well done! you're not totally broken at least. I know this years have been hard. So, I hope that you still being as awesome as you used to be. I hope you have time to watch a couple of supernatural seasons, or that you have this pretty special place where you can run away and forget that life is a *****. I hope you love the person you become, and if not, don't worry, everybody makes mistakes. I want you to know that i don't care if you're the ugliest girl in the world, or if you're alone and loneliness. You must know that is alright. Breaht. You've been brave and reckless, no matter the choices you made. You're strong, and lovely, and inside your chest, this great gold heart still beating. Go and show the world what we already know. Have you been writing lately? You might. Take just 2 minutes or more, and do it. You love it. It's part of you. Go to the gym, read a book, sing your favorite song. Do you remenber all the lyrics of FALL OUT BOY's songs? No problem. Scream a little sometimes. Laugh until you cry. Cry, cry a lot. You have the righ to do it. We admire Aelin Galathynius Ashriver, so turn into your own Aelin. C'mon, it takes a lot of time before she realized who she wanted to be. Go to the beach. Dance, (you don't dance that bad!). Call your sister, drink tea, stop for a second. You. Wroth. It. If you want to know what your past you think about you... Then ask yourself. You're the same dreamer, the same little girl, the same weird nerd, tumblr child. Do you have a boyfriend? Do we like him? Is he nice with you? Tomas would like him? Does he love you? Are you doing what you love? No? What are you waiting for?!?!? Young and reckless, awake and unafraid. A wild heart with an artist inside. All of us love you. Family don't end with blood. Living louder. Loving stronger. Fighting harder. Dreaming longer. Smile, princess. God loves you. By the way, don't you think I'm amazing? Just take a look at this letter! It's wonderful! Just kike you.