A letter from May 3rd, 2016

Dear FutureMe, How are you? You know me, you know there's things I will miss, things I will not have remembered in the writing of this letter so I guess I'll just write a few of my wishes for you. I guess I'd say my number one wish for you is happiness. I'm getting there, I'm fairly happy every day now. I haven't had a breakdown in over a month if memory serves me right. I just hope things continue to get better for us (would it be us?) I would also like to know if you have found love but more importantly, have you found who you are? Are you still me? I wish I could know what you will be right. I scares me realizing how much I've changed in the past few years. I remember going into middleschool scared and uneasy. I didn't know that most of the things I now hold so dear existed back then. Are you still scared of normal things? Of yourself? Did your life work out according to plan? Are you a teacher now? Have you found a girlfriend or boyfriend? Are your students ever confused when you tell them about being bisexual? Are things better in the world? Are things better for you? Has diestiel became cannon or are they still pretending that they aren't in love? (I'm sorry you know me diestiel is my life, I hope you still enjoy shipping and my biggest personality trait isn't a phase) Do you have any funny story's to tell? How did things go with your friends? Are you still together? Did you ever get the answers to those questions you were too scared to ask? Did you ever tell them about the pain? I really was trying to stay lighthearted with this letter I'm just quite bad at it. Any way... please remember to be happy... please remember to be strong... please remember to smile.... and above all remember that you are awesome and no one should have the power to tell you otherwise. Love, MSH P.s. I hope I picked a good day to send this. Who knows maybe I'll have sent this on a day you needed it!