A letter from April 22nd, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I'm just wondering kung ano nang ganap sa'yo! 25 years old ka na ah? Nung sinusulat mo to 15 years old ka palang. Hey, alam mo ba si Chanel (remember? yung bestfriend mo na syinota yung crush mo) nag update siya ng relationship status. Hindi ko alam kung ano bang dapat kong gawin o maramdaman. Alam ko sa sarili ko na ayoko na, hindi ko na siya crush pero alam mo yun? Yung may katiting parin na natirang love sakanya. Maging crush mo ba naman for 2 years straight tapos kung kailan naging classmates kayo tsaka ka din nalito. Seriously. Anyways, okay lang yan! Basta kung ano na lagay mo ngayon be proud nalang if successful ka. Sana ngayon may stable ka na na job may car at house ka na. Atsaka sana may trabaho ka na na ineenjoy mo. I'm wondering if you are one of these right now: Singer, Actress, Psychologist, Medical Practitioner, Airport chuchu or Photographer. Kasi you know? One of those stuff yung dream job mo. Pero naliloto ka kasi ang gusto mo yung kikita ka pero at the same time naeenjoy mo. :)$ Anyways, if you're successful right now I want you to say "I feel sorry for all those boys in my batch when I was in Highschool/college for not dating me. Especially to those boys who thinked I was ugly and especially to my crush who didn't felt my presence." Oh diba! HAHAHAHA So ayun, I hope you're enjoying life right now and If not please humanap ka ng paraan and please do things that would make you happy. Love, 15 year old self.