A letter from Carly April 9th, 2016

Hi James its me Carly, it's April 9th 2016, 12.40 at night. Seen this future me website in the paper some guys dad wrote him a letter on it and he received it 2 years after he died , so thought it's a good idea to send future emails. Well we have been married for 8 months 29 days , been together almost 11 years. No idea where we will be in 10 years from now , I will be 41 omg bet I will have wrinkles !!! You will be 53 omg pension soon ! Lol I hope I'm still alive! Just think Jordan will be 23 ohhh my god bet he's driving and everything Jamie will be 18 Janai 16 and Jake almost 12 wowzer right now it's unthinkable. So I'm downstairs watching TV kids are in bed apart from Jake throwing his toys around his room, you are in our bedroom playing call of duty on your ps4 wonder what play station they have in 10 years. I hope we are still together, as you are the love of my life even if you don't think so, if we have split up then I'm heartbroken, actually can't imaging life without you in it at all. We have our ups and downs but you are my soul mate. If you are with someone else then I hope your not happy as I will still want you and always will even if I've said I don't I will. So get in contact with me. Mention this email. I hope I'm at least still alive! If God forbid I'm not I hope the kids are ok , I love them so much and they are my life. I don't want to even write as if I'm dead as I hope I'm not. dont know what else to say lol it's hard trying to talk to someone in 10 years time. I wonder if tigger and baby will still be alive and Jessie and willow, Jessie is currently pregnant , so is Zoe lol Your meant to be starting work in London next week and I'm going to miss you so much I'm really unhappy your going it's hurting me but I don't want to tell you. We do need the money and you need to get back into work, I wish we didn't as I do love you. Anyway I might think of more to say in another one of these emails some other time. So keep an eye out. I love you millions love from Carly (10 years ago ) lol