A letter from February 21st, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Hopefully you're still alive! If not I hope someone I care about is reading this. I'm sure if you have access to this email address it must mean you either are very close to me or you ****** me. I'm using this service because I literally have no idea how to start this economics essay that I have (WHHS 13-16). Procrastination is a *****. Life right now doesn't feel like it's worth living. I literally have no money right now to do anything and I'm worrying about what is about to happen when I pass my driving test (need a car to go to university). Insurance is insane (£2.3k/year). Parents are away A LOT due to meetings and all that ****, really hope their business picks up and the struggle can end. Life isn't meant to be like this. Hopefully by now I have at least a degree in Computer Science from a reputable university and at least a 2:1. Earning my money, not still living with parents. I'd like to think I'm settled with a wife but with my social skills it's unlikely. REALLY hope there isn't a kid yet because kids are expensive. Your car should be at least 2.0l and be able to do 0-60 in 8secs. IF parents haven't bought a house yet then MAKE SURE they are living comfortably even if that means you are not living your ideal life. Writing this feels weird, I really wish I could get a response from myself in 10 years immediately, life is a struggle and doesn't seem worth it. Hopefully I'm doing better in 10 years and everything is worth it. Thalassemia sucks everything. BTW I tried not to swear because if I died I don't want my parents/loved ones to have profanities as my last words to them. ALSO hope you have a baller beard, my beard isn't growing but I feel like if I don't have a baller beard in 10 years then my life isn't where I want it to be. Have to get back to my economics essay so have fun, sorry to waste your time and never take anything you have for granted because you never know when you can lose them. If I'm dead then read the following: I love you, I don't know who exactly is reading this but I love you. My parents are the best thing about my life right now, I know you guys care a lot about me and I'm sorry I frustrated you so much with my immaturity and complaints about being poor and ill. My sister hates me and I don't need her. Anyone else reading this is unlikely to know me in 2016 so IDK what to say. Love, Wazed 'Dibbo' Hossain 21/02/2016