Hello Future Me

Hello Future Me, This is yourself from exactly 10 years ago. I hope things are going well for you, so that I myself have something to look forward to. You're 29 years old, old enough to hopefully have your life goals figured out with a plan in place, even if you're not quite there yet. Who knows what kind of job you want, where in the world you want to live, who you want to spend your life with, or perhaps you already have those things. Currently, at age 19, I'm still unsure how I see myself professionally, and I think that's OK and not uncommon. The specifics of what job I want are still out of my vision, but I know I want to be an electrical engineer. Right now I'm 2 weeks into my 4th semester at TCC, aiming for an associates degree and hopefully more from another institution like TU. I've been living with my aunt and uncle for nearly a year now, after moving away from my old household to escape my dad (and unintentionally, my mom and sister). Life with them has been much more pleasant, as I'm sure you'll remember. I don't know where I want to move to, or how much longer I'll be living with my aunt and uncle. Romantically, I don't know whether I want to be with a guy, to actually pursue a *** marriage, or if ill somehow find my way to be with a woman. Either way I still don't know if I want a family, or even if I want a romantic partner at all. Right now, I'm a very indecisive person, particularly in that regard. Am I ***, bisexual, or are both of things a somehow wrong choice to make? I'm very confused about that, and while I desire a romantic relationship, I haven't been in one for 4 years, perhaps due to my confusion. I hope things are more clear for you now, or that you've hopefully already found someone who brings you joy every day and will stay with you until the end. I've just been thinking a bit more. 10 years is a lot of time for the world to change, especially technologically. Who knows, the email I'm sending you could be a thing of the past, as it already seems to be on its way out, and Google could be radically different from the company I know today. I hope there's been a lot of exciting changes in technology, and that you're indulged in some piece of it as part of your life and career. I hope you've bought a Tesla, which is still just a dream for me. Overall, I really hope that your life has progressed, that you've not stopped learning and improving your skills, and that you're much more decisive about who you are and what YOUR future holds. Best of luck for both of our sakes. - Zack