A letter from December 9th, 2015

Dear FutureMe, You have been stuggling with depression,PTSD, and other things. You tried to off yourself and couldn't get that right. Right now I feel like the lowest of the low and i dont know if i'll ever be normal again. Just in case i am doing something right at this time in my life, thank kristen emily and mandy everyday. In that small case you cant do something to show you love them unconditionally. Just in caa someone else is reading this day by day i want to get better but im not and i just hide it from everyone and if i dont make it im sorry. PS thank ruhiyyih ellis please and check up on your kids Monroe and Ava