A letter from September 21st, 2015

Dear FutureMe, It's Tuesday and I've just colored my hair into blue black it's feels really weird. My thoughts at this moment is that I don't wanna get married at all and I think it's better if I die young without getting into complicated things. I hope ur doing well and I hope I get this massage . I wish that u don't have any regrets or u haven't made dumb decisions, I hope u still in touch with ur bff and u have stopped doing the nasty things u r doing now , I hope u have more confidence and courage. I wish the u mentally all grown up and u have made something cool in ur life and I hope u have made some great memories . Be kind to yourself, have more chocolate and buy more heels. I'm 20 but when I get this massage I'll be 30 I hope I don't get to this age . At this moment I really wanna be in love one way or another I just want to feel loved so depressedlly . If I make to that day after 10 years, I wish that I'm next to someone that I love ...