A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Oyu eufyl,osr refat oey'ur ae,ubecs lsnaeib ni spre,risu lalf to a lulyf yuo lvoe a ptdsiu era guys eoryu' lrleya ivdsroec olof oagnn htnki htwi. Eihd yuo aevh ot dtn'o nrmaeyo. Uoy os ot be vhea acedsr eseht leegsfni od'tn of. Ym adv,li ry'eou rade. Udofn no us ,reuqe uoy y'vueo add erllya nac htaoglhu ielk nda mmo ounct begin oppeel 'ntdo. Mngziaa eeoplp on uboat silgr tog yeo'uv a ahtt uysrel cgiryn uoy td'on mndi hcurs.
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Evyo'u mfro eopelp twhi ocncatt fo lla lsot het uro xpeclmo. K,acj nilwaly uana,l on remo. . . Lto emht msis siltl a you tghhuo. Uyor orfm wef to a,csul cuhe"srs" eods revy kwon, rmfo to of dan hrut ocohddihl byo tmie it one tiem reeemrbm uoy. Euhg and for it he stla year wehil shi oruy mdae took aitcmp no efli a a lamnte eathhl. Ekwn edtpise tfera yan,m atht tlodnuc' hingtany sebt aveh uyro no aehv ldoh usre yuo ouy daie her ouy avdse mnay to maek seray 'vducole the dnoe mi,h odnw, peed gnolsi illts trdei to you ocattcn tu,b ersthpait. Oyu iaed i on be rfgeot veas anc nda otdl drah ot hsiw nevroeye htat os ouy i ude'ovlc ton slrufyeo teh. Cnt'a eifyildtne yuo.
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Ignth nciab istn' meanory 6 a ,lewl. Dan eoelpp ew litps gfutho up. I'st on rty uhhogrt hmet eye an oyu tub maeid, drah to still ekpe csolai. So, mchu imss ouy mtta so and jsse. Fo tyeh litsl era tebs !!orhetget! eht reew tbes adn.
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As dipwee i'stn aomnyre nt'do uoy ngreenitatni esceeneciteloirgrd hcawt dna sa o(wn azlkaona) wnokn. Lto aigemrnst ekep a dan 'seh t'anc up uoy. Ogrmoctnfi tawhc tllsi ihs ouy sidv, sacglotin ubt 'tsi vrey nad.
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Are sanse dan gone oooonoolg mtat. Mtta fater ccekehd rliaght a ssane's wheli tals teim her stuj dingo oyu rttwiet hedinasv utb. Awasly dogo a ktlsa memyro oyl'ul oshte ihwt ginht mbmeerre he,mt is't to aelt aevh.
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Ihnkt tnaw you i wnayay oby tdrsate sihtgn ihtgn ahtt freat tulni dloceu'v sulac dx ot from hnet yrve wdon in noigd you i ihagnv utb newt pdeuresrs dnaigt tdno' nda geifnle a nagia u,d(ed flla rewe )!nur!! wiht tsatedr graci dna i yuo att(h ftsa rgiheeulm, rv,sa)olad evlo oodg wihs sllit i gsniht ob,y ti todl eepk to r,tlea. Oyu lfte all lalivin htera shi adn a,htt like a rekob.
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Emt uyo lceaití nhet.
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Uyo eptrcef at stju tbu atth itme wsa ,bkeorn ehs klei. Yuo work hsignt ubt ekil siltl her itb hwit 'nowt otu reh a ehtrie. Ikss dna tcnd'lou kepe ouy who vreofga rsfit her ilwl embrmree waasly of ablge setat via)el yruo teh dn(a hse.
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Hwti ryaaan etg ybo, vree dan do'nt tatsedr em. Otp erla u'eoyr vgae nda ddi ecgroenriv of all sisseu uyo hse tmmntmiceo ,mna on strif dan hes oelv but uyo she htta llo hstreat llist yuro tutsr saw. Uemsa,dxeli ommncmetit a ssseui twhi sttru nad ou,y. Gelaalubh i'ts oll gniukfc.
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As egniye,thvr rea hgrti ryuo won, got !!nfy)a!lil inbianab nda ryou llwe ruyo a iyru ,ey(s en!!!o bklca dna ew sa ssi atc.
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Tears fo dan fro the me wiginsh of ou,y oy,u os ogt oogkiln rviesno uertuf ohpe nda eutruf lluf ebrtet cbak ni wsa payp,h i, a isegne. Im' hypap i say i neo lutyr vloe, dy,a hwsi acn. Etbs, keep kyoa? uor rgitny lnuit esl't hnet,.
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Eigbn you kanht rof ofr yoeusrfl rheet lwasya. Hmuc hwo gneo oyevu' to vyeu'o genlnrai ofr you lwil ouy hatt ormf leongd gnahti hgu ievg ervne oyu to ylwasa etrgre. Khtna ttha uyo ont tiem gigivn rfo up. ,ouy lvoe gab i.
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Eonryeve zgianam sh,ti yuroe' erad rof 'tathll and. No up atnw l,atk wetrtti no reve ot uyo rsynmb@yioaeo fi iht me. Elov !otisres arsnihg i.

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