A letter from October 27th, 2014

Dear FutureMe, If you're seeing this (so I hope), it's because you have become a great professional already graduated, with a great job and perhaps a family, if so, congratulations. I really don't know what to tell you, but, these 2 years that I lived here in Paulinia has been terrible. 2 years that I can't sleep just like in the old days, always worried about something and troubled about someone. I just ended a relationship because I got really disturbed and had no idea what to do anymore, perhaps it was for our own good. Anyways, this year I started working for the first time at WABCO which it is a great enterprise if may I say. There are great people and great opportunities. I have become the great drummer the I always wanted to be, being able to play all the songs that I want (here it goes an advice for you: don't ever stop playing, because I discovered this year that our physicological health depends a lot on it). Well, i don't know what else to tell you, this city is awful, most of its citizens are awful, BUT, don't ever forget about your friends: - Felipe Batista, Diego Crisostomo, Italo Pimentel, Viny ***, Luiz Felipe, Fabiano Moraes, Jhonne, Du, Maycon, Wellington and a lot of others. I wish you a better situation than the one I'm at right now, there's a long time that I can't sleep well, always concerned about something and troubled by someone. The only reason why I'm tellng you all of these disgraceful things, it is because you're the only one who can read this, and understand everything. I received yesterday (on my 19th birthday) a message that we wrote on January 06th of 2011, and I must tell you, I almost cried after reading that. You'll know the reason why. I hope that you have overcome your problem with your birthday, throw a big party, you deserve it. Happy 30 years old mate, you're getting old. If you find yourself in the same situation I am today, I'm pretty sure you will be happy as ever by reading this message. Just one more thing, I really got surprised when dad came to congratulate me for my birthday, he hugged and gave me a kiss on the head, just to remember you... See you in the future :/