The love you make is equal to the love you take

Dear FutureMe, I found this site. I thought it would be kind of cool to send myself a letter. I remember when I wrote one in Junior High and they delivered it to me on graduation day. It was very funny. As I am sure this note will be to me in several years. Friday is my last day with IBM. It was a great job. Writing for the company made me feel accomplished. I am sad to say good-bye to this job but I always knew it was temporary. Actually, the last couple of years have been kind of strange for me. Since graduating college, I've been on some sort of roller coaster ride. I thought for sure I'd marry. Have kids. Here I am approaching thirty and I have made choices that have lead me away from that path. I am happy. But sometimes I wonder if I've made the right choices. I wonder if I will always be happy with these decisions. I have self-doubt but I also have faith in whatever to present me with the opportunity to always move forward and grow and change. Sometimes I feel selfish. I know so many people who deserve more of my time and affection. I hope by now you've figured out how to balance that stuff better. Remember, you are loved. You have the ability to love well. You can do anything you set your mind to. Give more of yourself, it's worth it. Love, Yourself