A letter from June 15th, 2014

Dear my crush, Hi kevin,, tau b magkk2luyan? tanda u pb ung college tau?? n ung una tau magkita accident??? s culinary subject pa aq nun tpos ung naluto nmin ipptikim s teacher .....kxma q pa nga ung bestfrend q c john n ung girlfriend nia kw ang bestfriend..... kxma q c john s magpptikim s nlu2 nmin food ....sv nia s room ng gf dw nia kmi magppgrade s nilu2 nmin kea pumunta kmi s room ninyu...aun ng pumunta kmis room ninyu npancin q..panay ang sulyap u skin wahaha.... ang iniicip q nun loko loko 2...wlang mgawa.... tpos nkita q gf ng bestfrend q ktbi q knwayan aq knwayan q din xa...tpos kw nhihiya 2mingin skin hehe.....pag sumusulyap ka skin ng tingin at pag npptingin aq xau yumuyuko ka.... hehe tpos hanggang s mtapos n nmin ipagrade ung nilu2 nmin food sinundan u pdin aq ng tingin.... icip q anu nkita n2 s mukha q kea 2mingin aq kgad s salamin ala naman dumi..... knabukasan s skul nkita q gf ng bestfrend q sv nia ung bestfrend nia kw kevin sv dw u cute dw aquh......naks......nablush aq bgla........ tpos aun binibiro n aq pti uc john n bestfrend panay ang kantsaw skin xau haha...........peo ung tym n un my bf pa aq...=( ...sv q nman ky john frends nlng muna kxi my bf pa aq....tpos ung number q hindi q alam bngay pla xau......... hanggang s one day nagmssg. ka skin...... nagkamusthan.getting to know each other peo snv q ky kevin n my bf aq hanggang frends lng muna......... naintindihan nmn nia........ nagp2loy ang bonding nmin n kevz n hanggang frends lng kxi sv nia ayaw nia n xa mging dhilan ng relationship nmin ng bf q..... hanggang s d q nmalayan nhulog n loob q xau...........dumting din ung tym n ung bf q nssakal n q s gngwa nia......mtgal n aq gus2 mkpagbreak s knya peo ayaw nia magppkmtay dw xa........ hanggang s 2mgal relasyon nmin n wla n q feelings s knya..... inicip q nlng kung sna mtgal n q pnkwlan ng bf q od msya n q ngaun ...peo ndi eh..... tago feelings q ky kevin...... peo c kevin gus2 tlga aq........=( wla aq mgwa dhil kmi pa ng bf q..............anyways khit ganun hinhtid sundo nia q s skul and pag uuwi n kmi after class hinhtid pa nia aq pauwi........... nagyayaya xa kumain s mcdo.... favorite nia kainan......... ng dumting ung birthday q.......... kumain ulit kmi s mcdo..... bngyan nia aq ng chocolate cake favorite q....pti ung scrapbook n my mga picture q n hiningi nia tpos pnganda nia s scrapbook........ sobra kilig aq dun...my chocolate pa xa bngay.... nagp2loy pdin ung communication nmin.... s cp twagan nia aq every morning pnpdalhan nia aq ng picture ng flowers....... and greet ng gudmorning....sweet..... tpos my sinend xa skin n picture ng ring n nklagay forever........hay..... sweet kpag naalaala q 2.................. khit alam nia my bf aq naiintindihan nmn nia...nagp2loy ang more than a friend n 2ringan nmin... and then ung bf q nagdecide n mag aral s skul q din iba course ipagpp2loy nia ung computer nia........ snv q ky kevin ...sv nia ddistance dw xa kxi ayaw nia mkcira... sobra lungkot q kxi iwas tlga c kevin pag nkikita nia aq kxma bf q malungkot xa nasasaktan aq kxi d aq msya s bf q.... msya aq kpag nkikita q at kxma c kevin........... peo nkikita q xa ilag xa skin ng dumting n bf q.....peo s txt prin kmi nagccommunicate......... khit magkalau tau ng clasrum... pag nkaopen ung pin2 ng clasrum q npancin q umupo ka mlpit din s pin2 pra mkita aq.... nppncin q n 2mitingin ka skin pag npptingin aq sau bgla ka npptingin s iba....... aun...... peo keep in touch pdin s txt....... dumaan ang months hanggang s ntpos ung semester... enrollment na.... tpos ng nagpaenroll aq kxma bestfrend q c john and pilian ng section n gus2.... sv nia dun dw kmi section aun d q npncin n dun kdin pla.....nagkaclsmate tau peo s iba subject....... ng nagstart n tau nagclsm8 mdyo ilag ka skin.... dhil s bf q eh....... aun nagmssg. ka tanda q pa snv muh....pag wla pa aq asawa kukunin muh aq......... hanggang s humina n communication nmin...... nagkagf ka....peo nkikita q s mata muh n d ka msaya.......pinilit muh lng pra d q mkita n malungkot ka.....ilag ka s tingin muh skin......... hnhanp q ung lambing u s txt at s bonding ntin..... aun dumting ang months nkagraduate ndin tau..... peo nkikita q n d ka masya s gf muh..prng pnakip butas lng xa pra ipkita u skin n msya ka peo deep in side ram*** q aq prin ang hnap muh.... I let it go...... dumting ang months years nlmn q n nkpagbreak xau gf u and my bgo ka gf.... 2mgal kau nun tnitingnan q pdin ang facebuk u.... msya n q s nkikita q dhil msya ka..peo jelous aq hehe....dumting ung tym n magcacanada n q ...... tpos nagmmsg. ka skin s fb kamusthan..... dumting din ung tym n wla n kmi ng bf q aq n nagdecide n d q n kaya kxi once or twice xa nagmmsg. s isang buwan kung mhal ka tlga ng tao hahanap xa ng way whatsoever happen pra mkpagcommunicate xa xau...eh wla eh...d xa nageefort kea snv q ndin ang whole reason n kung kmi tlga pra s isat isa ibbagy ng tadhana... after q mkpagbreak s knya after 1 year my nag add skin n gurl peo d q muna inaccept tningnan q profile nia..knu2ban n q ung x q my anak na nag nkabuntis xa.. ng binilang q ung months n nagbreak kmi s month n nanganak ung babae ndiscover q n kmi pa ng bf q ng nkbuntis xa...peo mas ok n gnawa q nkpagbreak aq s knya dhil d n nagwowork on eh..at ska anu un pagdadalawahin nia kmi...auq nun at ska d q n xa mhal dti pa 2mgal lng kmi ng wla q feelings s knya...ayw nia q pkwlan dil mhal pdw nia aq ppkmtay dw xa pag nkpagbreak aq peo everything happens for a reason... masya n q at wla n kmi peo p2loy n 2mtwag skin Skype x q...d q xa snsgot ayaw nia q tgilan nblock q n xa s fb at Skype......khit papanu my pnagsmhan kmi and my bonding moments din kmi n ncherished q khit papanu ng ok pa kmi..... khit wla smin nangyari nhirapan din aq magmove on...kxi 1st tym q n niloq ako eh..... after ng one yir move on.... nangangamusta c kevin s fb peo kau prin ng gf u nun....nbalitaan q s fb u n ppunta s iba bnsa gf u..... and then nlman q nlng ng knamusta ulit aq n kevin s fb n wla n cla ng gf nia..after ilang months n nxa iba bnsa gf nia nkhanp kgad ng iba... good timing wer both singles... knakumsta nia aq s fb kwen2han hanggang s nag advance invitation xa n date pagdting q..............kmi lang dw n dlawa kinilig aq.... sv q s knya mawwait b nia aq ng 2016 uwi q??? sv nia bka dw my bf n q nun sv q ayaw q n magmhal peo d q snsv n xa prin ang tibok ng puso q..sv nia bka dw 2manda xa ng binate pag nag apply xa s barko nagpphiwatig xa n gus2 prin nia aq and s mga mssg nia skin gus2 nagpphiwatig xa n gud perfect for family kmi nakilig aq nun ng nagphiwatig xa s mssg sna 22o....peo hoping n diz year after q mreceive mssg n 2 sna kmi magk2luyan and having a happy family and continue s aming dreams...=) go cristy go kevin...... kw lang ang true love q n hnhanp q pdin hanggang ngaun... cguro mppsmile ka pag nbasa muh 2 .... godblesz u both....=)