A letter from yourself.

Dear P, You're probably really old now. I'm just chilling right now. I wonder what i'll do once I'm older. You probably know since you're the future me. It's cool. Sending this letter and all. I wonder if I matured. Its going to be awhile, but I also can't wait to see what I do. Couple weeks ago I finally figured it out. I want to work for Nasa, and become some chemist, or astrologist or something. I've always been fascinated about space. I don't think thats all Nasa is about though. In a bit, i'm going to study and see what they do. I wonder if i'll work there. If you're in the medical field.. just realize that you're not doing what your dreams are. I like Spongebob. I like Band. I like art. Remember. You were a band geek in middle school. You probably remember hazel eyes too. Haha good times. I feel a little bitter lately. Honestly I feel like I don't really care for other's well beings. I feel sympathy for most, but I don't really feel the need to do anything about them. I hope that in the future I can learn to actually care about people. This whole thing is probably why I'll never do anything with business, or psychology. Anything that involves talking basically. I'm an antisocial freak in my mind. I want to stay that way. Look at me just rambling on to my future self. Never change yourself. Always remember you are superior to anyone who thinks of you as inferior. Never ever join someone's side because they're older. I have to deal with that a lot. I'm serious. Just because they're older doesn't mean their correct. Yes, i'm an immature teenager. I can't think straight. However it doesn't mean I can't tell right from wrong. Teachers, or Mom and dad. Yeah you're probably past that now. I'm still dealing with it and its hard. If you ever face any obstacles just remember all the toughest times in your life are over. I'll make sure I do a good job so that you are amazing! I used to think I was intelligent, or smart with a high IQ. Psht. I wish. I've never taken an IQ test, but I don't really care about my intelligence. I've realized I don't want to care about my own standards. I want to care about how this world is structured and how our outer space is structured as well. I guess you could say I really do want to be in NASA. I'm really strange. I like it. I never want to be one of those people that perceive themselves as "different" but actually aren't. I want to be truly different. I hope I will be like that. I wonder how you turn out. I want this message to change you back to way you were if you ever change. If you ever become snotty, or stuck up. Just change back to the way you were. I feel like the way I am now is the way I want to be for eternity. Also remember you're favorite quote, " Amateurs sit and wait for inspiration, the rest of us just get up and go to work." Don't be a lazy rear end. Do art! Remember you love to draw eyes, and horses! Remember Kaylee. She's my best friend. Did our friendship disappear? I hope she'll be my friend forever. Maybe not. I don't know. Remember our band friends? Like Ciara, Abbey, Sam, Thomas, Stephen, Torin, Paige, Kelsey, and Michael? They were some awesome people man. Even though I got in arguments with some of them. They all are really awesome people. Every single one of them. Challenge yourself. It's funny. I feel like we have a lot in common. Wonder why? I was never good at sarcastic jokes. Well.. I have to end this someday. Its been a really nice chat. Never change. Be the person who learned to perceive the world in a unique, unbiased, and extraordinary way. I'm 13 right now btw, P.