A letter from October 5th, 2013

Dear FutureMe, Hey, sorry I haven't written to you in ages. And I also apologize at this letter won't be very "filling", I have a bad-dish habit of not being properly able to make complete updates of my life over long periods of time. This email is probably just going to be a little shorter than the others, but I won't know for sure until I've written it, haha. So how are you? Yes, I know, I'm the one sending the email, I should be talking about me, not you. But I'd still like to know if you're okay. If your life's screwed up right now, just remember: Younger Tamara still cares. And on the off-chance you're suicidal or whatever (although I guess that's kinda sad considering you just got past the major age for that) just remember that Younger Tamara is looking forward to a VERY LONG life and you'd better deliver. Course, you might be living life, happy as hell, in which case: Good for you! =D K so now about me. Hmm, what's something that's interesting but not like trivial or immatureor something? Lol. Oh, I know. The twinsies' quinceanera. So, Bianca and Celeste are having their quinceanera in October. I've already gone to two of the practices, and there will be two more (one each Sunday, including tomorrow, which is a Saturday). So I'm gonna be a dama, and surprisingly Michael-Christopher's going to be a chambelane. Weird, huh? And he's dancing with Bianca. I'm SO happy he's not dancing with me, I'm okay with dancing with a total stranger (which I will be doing, they finally found a chambelane for me, and he's like their cousin's son or whatever. I hope he's like 15 and a little taller than me. But I guess I'll find out. Hmm, aside from that, what else? Well, on May 19, I went to an R5 concert (Best night EVA) and I'll be going to another one for my birthday on November 16. Wait, you already know is. Hey, how was that, by the way? Did Rocky fall madly in love with me? XD Oh and also R5's album dropped like two weeks ago. I bought it twice on iTunes, once from Justice (it's some 'ZinePak thing with a magazine and stickers and CD. It's pronounced zeenpack, btw.) and I'm gonna try to buy it again at Target. What can I say, I'm a dedicated fangirl! Ha. Well I hope you had a good day. It's actually 11:25 PM right now, and I think I'm going to go to bed now. Love you! Love from, Me. PS: This tv show called Breaking Bad just ended, and I just watched the first couple of episodes today. It's pretty cool. It stars the father from Malcolm in The Middle, this show I've been obsessed with lately. But it's weird cuz it's kinda old (well, REALLY old for you, haha). I mean, in one of the episodes, they're using a VCR and talking about getting "one of those new DVD players." And of course now Blu Ray's out, plus everyone's always watching stuff online or on Netflix. Huh. Either way, you should rewatch some of Malcolm in the Middle, it's really great and may bring a few laughs to you.