A letter from September 6th, 2013.

Dear FutureMe, Maybe you're now sitting in front of the computer wondering who on earth emailed you this. Don't doubt it, it's your past self. I'm 14 years old, will be turning 15 in January. I just wanna tell you that I'm not really happy now. Because I've got so many things to accomplish in my life that I'm now not able to do. I'm sure that you know that feeling. Helpless, right? I hope now you're in a foreign country, and you're confident and beautiful. You've made a lot of foreign friends and you enjoy your life. You're definitely doing something helpful to the world. I'm not saying there aren't hard times, but you're as happy as possible. Well, you must have a boy mate, don't you? And you love him so MUCH. You feel like your life is richer with him. I hope you're truly happy with him. He loves you and you two travel around together. You've been to so many countries and you two love lives! You're also happy with your job. I don't know, what do you do now? Have you been to Idaho? Remember that guy? Your next door neighbor? Well I hope you two have already met in real and are good friends now. I'm having a crush on him. I'm positive you know how I feel. I feel no-one wants to be with me. I feel frustrated like all the time. I hope you're totally different now charming lady. Please have somebody love you, like entirely head over heels. Madly in love! Maybe you're still in Taiwan. That's fine. I'm just here to remind you that you have dreams. You are going to travel around the world! Live in a totally different place. A big place... Boise, Idaho. Anywhere. I hope you're also keeping a habit of volunteering. Helping people. Please. This is so important. Remember to give out, not only just getting. Are you keeping in touch with your family? Mom, Bro, and Dad? I'm not keeping any contact with Dad (barely) now, but you must have turn the whole thing around, haven't you? After all you're my hero. Remember to love, never stop loving the world, people around you, Jennifer! You're always the best in my heart. I love you. If you're not at your best time now, regain your powers girl. You've got attitude. Beat it. Nothing is stopping us. I'm fighting now, are you? Keep working through your amazing life, which is filled with beautifulness, love and wonders. ~Your 14-year-old self