Blast from the past April 5th, 2013

Dear Love, Hey Jesse it's Violet we are writing a letter to our future spouse and I hope it's you. :) Just yesterday I saw you. You picked me up from school and hugged me. I miss you but since this is a letter let’s get serious. *Said as she giggles* I love you, with my whole heart and soul I wish nothing but the best for you and care for your well being you know that. You're all grown up well my advice is grow down nobody likes a wretchedly old person lol. Sitting in 10th grade English class, God knows what will happen in the future from now. Possibilities are swirling in my head as we speak. It's crazy, I hope we are both alive and you get everything you’re looking for in life. I can't imagine a life without you but if the roles we're reversed I hope you wouldn't do anything stupid know that no matter what happens I love you and will never love ANYONE like I love you. We could fall apart and if that happens I’m sorry, but know I’m never angry at you. If anything I will get hurt. I just pray you find your own way and avoid what I did when I lost mine. I don't blame you for what had happened those years ago. It's in the past now and I was hurt but through everything you stood by me even when I doubt I could be happy. What a foolish thing that was because I know I will never be happy without you. I wish with all my might that we will always forgive each other no matter what comes our way that a marriage is sacred, and we need to try every option before we give up. (These are just in case scenarios!) Lol I have high hopes in my mind that we will be fine but from what we know of marriage I haven't seen many in love who stayed that way, but we are special. Now I hear that after a while it's the little things that you once loved that turn against you in the end, all I have to say to that is this: If we are having problems or gone altogether; just to humor me, take a moment just a minute or two and think back to now. All the car rides, holding hands, secret kisses, the way I looked at you when I caught that bouquet, kissing me when I smile, my head on your chest, and last but not least looking into your lovely eyes. Because believe it or not it's forever and always baby, you and me. ~Love your biggest fan.