A letter from the past.

Dear Future Joey, Today is September 18, 2012 and I am currently sitting in bed with you while you sleep. You look so handsome by the way. :) I just wanted to write this so that in the future you can read it and be reminded of my love for you. I know that you already know that I love you but I just thought this would be a cute little surprise. How are you today? Where are we right now? I wonder how life is. Has the world finally given up on making us fail? Are we on the path to success right now? I sure do hope so. I at least hope the whole world hasn't gone to hell and ended yet. That would be very unfortunate. Zombies? I hope not. Not yet at least. You're 33 now. Wow. 33, get it? lol. I hope we at least have one kid by now. If not then one day we will. If we're physically not able to have children then I am so sorry. But we just have to keep trying to find a way. Are we married yet?! I didn't even think about that! I hope we're at least engaged by now!!! lololol. Remember when we first met? On Mystupidassyearbook? Ha! That was interesting. And how after 1 month after metting each other we were considered a couple. Then a few weeks later you were in Florida all the way from Virginia just to be with me? I will never forget the day I first saw you get off that train. October 10, 2011. Had to be the most exciting yet terrifying day of my life. I was so afraid that you were going to take one look at me and turn around and get back on that train home. But you didn't. You smiled, I smiled, we hugged. It was great. I felt like I was in complete paradise. The way you smelled, looked, felt... I will never forget those things. It was the happiest day of my life. I know most people consider their wedding that "happiest" day. But no... The day I first laid my eyes on you in person. Now that was the happiest day of my life. After falling so fast and so hard for you just after one phone call and the anticipation of you getting there, there was now way that that day wasn't going to be the best. Though it was a little crazy... a lotta crazy... And you were obviously very un-prepared, it really was the best decision you ever made. I am so grateful to have a man like you in my life. You keep me grounded, you keep me sane. You're the reason I am alive today. And if I die in these next 13 years in an accident or something I apologize for leaving you alone in this world (unless we have a kid then I didn't leave you alone). If it weren't for you, I wonder how many ******** I would have gone through trying to find you. Ugh, the fact that I even had to deal with one before you was enough. I love you Grover. You are my reason to wake up every morning. Love always, 18 year old Junesong ♥