do you have hope?

Peaceful right?

Dear futureme, I am breaking, the pain in my heart is destroying me again. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I feel like vomiting when I lie down. I want to destroy everything but I don't want to hurt anything. I know that I need to tell someone but I fear that they will laugh and say my pain is imagined, or worse... Future self, where did my hope go?

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

Oh my younger self,
I do have hope. So much...

Rofngteot i pnai tath poeh hda deliv dha i in neco atth uhcs.
Naedrle elsf ma hatt so eoyjn to i 'ive and bneginign y,efslm ylfialn am abtou much teh.
Ear rtinlaen rfsea utb oerm am won i nrlaexte tlisl my afdira thna.
I htta evha iggno are ym itlt elif orf nca ot i sueecdc and ees gniengnbi full psaln that.
Os eherw i eohp afr yevr and avhe angai so was i meco mrof dufon i.
Oenhug gbein ofr tel oyu to me rofm get erweh uoy reew afr khant baevr hist.

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