A letter for Christmas Day :)

It's Christmas Katherine! Dear sis, even though Im supposed to be writing this letter to myself, I thought I would write it to you, my baby sister, it has been five years this week that you lost your battle with cancer. I still have the telephone answering machine tape that you left me a message, telling me this is one that big sis cant fix :( I wish didnt have to be in so much pain, I wish you didnt have to go thru all that treatment. I wish I could have made things better like I always did. Have you seen Dad yet? He was miserable after you were gone, he so missed you. I know you were there with us when Dad passed, and you two are probably causing all sorts of trouble up there! At least you will when you see Arnie! Yep, lost my best friend too. I miss all you guys so terribly. Today is Christmas and I am so thankful. Thankful to have been the best big sister I could to you Sis, you have become my inspiration whenever I think Im having a difficult challenge myself. I love you! Im thankful to you Dad, for being the best Dad ever, being the best Dad you could be, I love you so much & miss you! I still see you in every old man I look at, their eyes, a laugh, I can tell you're still close by. And my bestest friend ever, Arnie....Thank you for everything! For teching me how to drive to balancing my checkbook, to helping me raise my sons. You are my Big Brother always love you. Today is Christmas Day, I miss you guys! <3 <3 <3 <3