A letter from October 10th, 2011

Dear FutureMe, It is junior year and the end of 1st quarter is almost over. It doesn't seem like I should be a junior. My schoolwork is pretty easy right now but I'm hating the group projects because nobody ever helps me and I end up doing them all by myself. I can't wait to graduate. It has been 4 months since the tornado and things are already rebuilding. Walmart is supposed to open November 9th, Walgreens has already opened at both locations. Freddy's lot is cleared and Home Depot and Aldi's are about to open. The school plans to start demo by December and reconstruction by spring. Things are becoming a new normal. Dad is starting to work more and leave me alone more. I hardly get to spend any time with him at all. Mom spends all of her time cleaning the house when we are with her. Scott is the world's biggest jerk. He rams his ugly head in where it don't belong. Queso is spending more time with Dad which I wouldn't mind if that meant that we were all together but that isn't the case. Landon is getting way better. I actually don't mind hanging out with him. Bub is becoming extra annoying. He does everything in his power to annoy everyone around him. Sean spends all of his time in his room playing games. I tested for my green belt 2 weeks ago and still haven't gotten my results back yet. I'm kind of nervous but at the same time excited and disappointed. I want to pass but I don't want to loose going to advanced class. Sensie is becoming more nosy about personal life. He was asking about extra curricular activities the other day. My knees have been ******* me. I think my feet are getting worse causing them to get worse but Mom won't listen. My pinky is also getting worse but again Mom won't listen. The Waugh's are having another boy in February. I can't wait to meet him and the last baby. Bo is having separation issues. He balls every time they drop him off. He is getting so big I can't wait until next summer when he is big enough to do activities with me. I hope the Houges never move it would break my heart. I'm really beginning to hope that I can homeschool my kids so that they get a life outside of school. If at all possible my kids will be home schooled. If not then I guess I will run a daycare and preschool which would be just as fun. I hope I marry a cowboy. I want 4 kids 2 boys and 2 girls. 2 of my own and 2 adopted. I want my kids to have the life I never had. I hope they grow up to be wonderful USEFUL adults.